i haven't been here in a while, for more than a year, actually.

in the time that i've been absent from xanga, a whole lot has changed.

i'm a little more mature, a little more knowledgeable, a little more independent.

a little happier, a little sadder, a little more nostalgic.

 

2008's been a weird year. sorta wish that maybe i wouldn't have to go through so much to see that the world isn't really as beautiful as everyone says - it's a whole lot more, and less at times.

 

i've been through love this year and i can safely say i can truly understand that if you take the pain out of love, then love won't exist.

 

still feels as if it's may. can't understand why this year flew past so fast.

 

i wonder if anyone still visits this.

oh well.

(for a while)

 

back to ABSOLUTPORN @ LJ

Okay, I wanted to quote Britney's "Everytime" because I was feeling a little down then I thought to myself: wth, Britney does not equal to depression.

 

Oh wait, she kinda shaved her hair bald and she's kinda going mad now because she's depressed right?

 

I must be going mad.

 

The next time you'll see me, I'll have no hair and doing a pole dance round a chikopeh.

 

 

 

 

Actually no you won't. I'd rather die than be a baldie. And we all know I can't dance.

 

I went to someone's blog and was amused, so I guess I'm okay (for now)

 

Lady-in-Me day was the absolut boredom. Fell asleep in the hall during career talks, but Siti saved me by lending me her PSP so I played for awhile. The talk in the PAT was the bomb man hahaha can't really remember what the woman said but I had a hell lot of time laughing with Mwee and Tabitha  Oh the woman's really nice!!! Cos there were like free gifts for everyone after the lecture, and we all know how kiasu Singaporeans are right? As a result, because we stayed back to ask her questions (my season: autumn/winter = wear warm, cool, deep colors) we didn't get the gifts. So Hannie (the woman) told us to write our names down and she'll send the gifts to us!!! TEEHEE I  scary/intimidating looking women who act like they can and will eat you but actually are really nice and wouldn't harm a fly!

 

OH EVERYONE INSISTED THAT I AM CURVY, NONSENSE LA ALL OF YOU!!!!!!! Hannie said that I'm soft straight  everyone was like  when she said, and when she told Mwee that she's curvy, everyone was like  NO WAY.

 

I was dying in my heels today btw. Took 'em off at every opportunity I could get. Oh oh, took pictures with AF, Shimun, Sparkly and Tabitha! I'll upload them soon (as soon as I find the cable = never)

 

Cabbed home after school which ended at 4:30 (I swear the school is out to get us all) because the journey home in heels would have killed me. Um.. left for BTP after showering and shit, and played pool with Moose, Mwee and Muntou. Studied for awhile after that at KAP, then left.

 

Okay byebye. Not feeling as happy as I normally am (which is 99% of the time, be thankful that I'm a closet emo)

 

Yesterday was a pretty fun day  

 

Woke up at the ungodly hour of 9 in the morning to hear Felissa's melodious voice roaring down the phone, screaming at me to get out of the house. Left my comfortable bed rather reluctantly and rushy rushy out of the house. Picked the twins and Ling up at the twins' house and set off for OAL, stayed there for about 2 hours, then cabbed back to KAP.

Met the Moose at BTP to play pool, and Michelle + Shimun came after awhile. Shamus left to go for church (ulterior motive: go to heaven. God sees through your evil plans, matey!) and the girls left to go for town. Shimun and I went a little mad trying on shoes and clothes! Very very fun

Tried on clubbing clothes, bikinis, maxi dresses, TRENCH COATS  and... basically clothes that are too mature for our own good wahaha.

Dinner @ Vil'age where Moose and I spent a bomb on steaks and crepes and too expensive drinks. Actually, we were meant to go to Balcony but I guess we all looked too young that night

Took 174 home with the Muntou and had alot of fun camwhoring on the bus!

 

Today, Felissa acted as my alarm clock and woke me up an hour earlier  asshole I swear. Got my whole family out of the house and went to KAP for breakfast with twins and Ling! Stoned and waited around for the Fellys' dad to pick us up, and went back to their place. We tried to study, honestly, I did my best (3 questions of Emath HAHA) but we gave up like after half an hour and watched.. Step Up! Then I fell asleep after lunch, and we all went back to OAL to bug the Trinity people HAHA.

 

Mwee and Tabitha are planning their celebration cos I'm going off, THEY TWO ARE ASSHOLES TO THE MAXIMUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

End of prelims. Don't feel ecstatic/overjoyed etc. because I kinda fucked up Emath. Okay I won't think about it.

 

Can't wait for O's now, then PROM, then POSTPROMPARTY, then..... holidays? More parties?? Hahaha

 

On the other hand, played pool today!  My love. Moose says I am improving (Y) heh heh. Watched 1408 with Mwee the chicken who was hiding behind MY jacket and messaging people with MY phone to entertain her while she hid from the screen. 1408 was quite good, though I was kinda freaked out by some parts, but I laughed at the rest of the supposedly scary scenes.

 

Thanks AF for the germany tank  though I look fat when I wear it (not like I'm not fat) I'll wear it to sleep!

 

Okay fine, you win.

 

I still don't know what you're apologising about though.

 

Edit: because I didn't add our shared email,

what made you think I'm talking about you?

 

Or not?